it’s kind of sad if you don’t know the meaning…

hey girl,

i hope you have arrived safely and now baking Christmas cookies with your mum.
Send my best to your parents, anyway…
Also, could you please come back here?
Because spending this holiday without you is going to suck..

I know you are only leaving for few weeks,
but I am already missing our lunch breaks,
our small escapes from the lab to hang out by the river and watch the red leaves.

girl,
i could not tell anyone about how he asked to meet me at 11 last night,
by my favorite bench.
about how i tried not to laugh seeing him in such a romantic mood..
you get it don’t you? you know he is not normally that type…
about how the moon was not full and the stars were barely seen,
about how we just sat there, talking and laughing,
until the temperature suddenly dropped,
and we hugged with our thick coats on,
i could not tell anyone about how we look into each others eyes
with those three words unspoken.
and about how he laid like a child in my arms,

we did not discuss what we are and where we are going.
only you could i understand why i did not talk about it, right?
girl, i miss talking to you about these things, you are the only one i know that could appreciate a pointless romance.
who told me that collecting moments is more beautiful than sweet promises of the future.

and yes, maybe it was just last night.
but at least, last night he was mine completely.

i got another moment, girl! yippee…..be happy for me ?
and i got the feeling that nothing and no one can erase this wide smile from my face.
at least not today.

come back quick!
take care and miss you…

~ by dhanio on December 20, 2007.